magan_sandborn

Things have been going good lately. I'm now 18. I've been shopping for things for my dorm room. I can't wait until I start at SVU! For my birthday I went out with Blue for breakfast. Which was nice, fun and relaxing. Then I just kinda hung out at the house until Jess and Conner came to the house and took me to LA. Which was nice, and fun. Everything seems to be going good.

School is out for the summer. No more high school! Next year I will be attending SVU with all my friends again! I already got a letter in the mail with who my roommate is. This summer I am going to spend hanging out with friends, getting ready for college, and having fun. =)

Last day for Seniors is tomorrow...I am so excited to be getting out of high school finally! Then it's off to college. Eap! Talk about scary! But I am sure everything will work out fine. It feels like I have a million things that I need to do before I start college in the fall! Urg. Oh Well, for now I just have to get through this last day of high school.

As school gets ready to end I have been hanging out with Blue again more. If thats a good thing or not who know...I like hanging out with him, it's nice. I feel like I havent seen anyone at all this year. Which is why I am looking forward to next year...getting to go to SVU with all my friends again. Sure I'll miss the comfort of high school, but it will be nice to get out and meet new people.

With school coming to an end, we have a lot to get ready for. One of which happens to be prom. I am being really picky on dresses...their either not the right color, or too poofy, or not the right material, or style. I swear I have seen 1,000 dresses already! I didn't knew they made so many. It really wears a person out. I know just the person I need to help me with this! Jessica and her friends!

A quick little update here: School is almost over...and Graduation is fast approaching. Next year I will be at SVU with all my friends again. As scary as it is, it is also really exciting! Rather then being one of the upper classmen I will go back to being the lower classmen. I'm not too scared...because I'll have all my friends with me, which should be fun! It seems as if the school year just started yesterday, and now it's ending already. Okay well the homework calls.

Ugh School has been keeping me busy lately, lots of schoolwork, as well as the newspaper, and soccer, and now teachers are beginning to talk to us seniors about colleges, and what all of our options are for next year Ugh. But at least it gives me something to do. I have also met a bunch of cool new people who decided to join the news paper this year, who I've been hanging out with a lot lately...a few people mostly. Haven't talked to my dear old brother or anyone else lately though...hmm I should wonder on over to SVU soon and pop in on everyone.

We had our first offical meeting for The Oracle on Tuseday. Lots of new people, new photographers, and new reporters. Should be a good year for the paper. But what will make it really fun for me this year is I am the Editor of the paper! I still can't believe it. Also had a soccer practice on Monday. We have an awesome team this year, and I got voted to be the Captain. Eak. So excited. This year may not be as bad as I thought it would be!

I guess it's true when people say time flys when your having fun. This summer flew by too fast and now it's over. Sure I'm happy about starting school again, I mean sure it will be great to see all the girls on the soccer team, and the people on the news paper. But the school just wont be the same this year. It already feels different. Conner will be leaving for school soon. Too soon. Sure I know he'll be back for visits and all, but still. I know he can't live at home forever, but it's too soon for him to go off to college.
I'm slightly mad at him for leaving. I know it's not his fault and he has to go and all, but he has always been there for me when I needed him, and now if I need help with something wether it's problems with a guy or my homework he wont be there. I will no longer be able to walk down the hall and have him help me solve everything.
But mostly I am just sad. Sad to see all my friends and my brother leave. Things are changing now. Change can either be a good or bad thing. Right now I don't know if this is good or bad. Only time will tell. I know I should go and say goodbye to Conner before he leaves for college and I am running out or time to do that, but I keep thinking that if I say goodbye to him then it will offical that he is leaving, and I don't want to admit that yet. He's been there for me through everything. From break-ups, to sicknesses, from broken bones, to bad dream. All I had to do was call him and he would come. I don't know what I will do without him here with me.

Today is Conners Graduation day...Aftr today I won't be going to the same school as him. I won't have him to give me rides to school what I wake up late, or to give me a ride home after school when the Oricle meeting is called short. I wont be able to hear him playing his music at home during the day, or hear him come home late at night and slam the door after a bad day. Things won't be the same after today. Things are changing, and I'm not completely ready to have my brother going off to college. But I have no say in it. Ugh. Now I have to put a smile on my face and try to be happy for all the seniors today, when really I'm sad to see them all go.

So, prom well lets just say was not the best night in the world! Sure it may have started out okay, but then about half way through it Blue confessed to bringing both Robin and myself to the prom as his date. Later at the after party once I finally ran into Conner I eneed up telling him what happened, he wasn't to pleased with what he heard. I'd hate to see what would happen if Conner ran into Blue anytime soon. So in conclusion right now Blue is the last person I want to see right now!

I've been kinda queit lately, trying to stay caught up on my school work. It will be so weird next year when most of my friends will be gone. I use to having Conner drive me to school on the first day, and ariving there to see Tia, and Andy waiting for Conner to arrive, and seeing all the people I know. Sure I'll still know people next year, like the girls on the Soccer team, and everyone on the School Paper. But I wont have my older brother and his friends around when I need them for advice, I'll have to pick up the phone and call them all the time. But at least it will be my last year! Until then I'll have to try to hangout with Conner, and be the annoying little sister that he knows and loves!

So, while Blue and I were on a date at the beach everything was going good, then we ran into Conner. That was deffently not one of the things I wanted to happen while with Blue! Luckly Conner decided to be nice and not beat the living daylights out of Blue!! However he did mention that he wanted to talk to me sometime when we both have time. So since my little run in with him on the beach I have been trying not to run into him, so that I can put off talking to him. But other then that, I had a great time with Blue!!

I haven't updated this in a few days, so I wil now, we're back in Sweet Valley, and back at school. I'm glad that we're back, however I must day, I did enjoy being gone for a little. I hung out with Blue and a few other people from school. Now that were back I have no idea whats going to happen with Blue, I havent seen him since we've gotten back. hmm.

So, here I am in Cancun. Some of the girl on the Soccer team convinced me to go. At first I wasn't sure I wanted to be here, but then after today I'm glad I came. Earlier while I was down at the bar, I ran into Blue, we had a drink together, then we went to the water and hung out a little, and we kissed, then we went back up to the bar, and saw Cherie & Gina kissing. Hmm I wonder what that was all about. Im sure everyone else will know about what happened between them soon enough. Anyways I'm off to meet Blue down at the lobby.

Not a lot has been happening lately, a few weeks ago it was Valentines day...now normally you would think that Conner wouldn't do anything on that day, but it seems lover boy has his eyes on Elizabeth...I saw him buying a Rose, and made him give me the dirt on who it was for. I must say, I would rather him with Liz, then someone like Melissa again. This school year is going by so quickly, it seems as if it just started, and now in a few months, Conner will be going off to College...I might as well make the most of him being around while I still can.

  So this hotel looks really cool, heck thie whole island is amazing. It seems so calm and peaceful. Everyone has been hanging out at the pool since we've gotten here. But at least their all more relaxed then they were on the plane. Conner, finally decided to pop back. I'm glad he's back, because he's my brother and all that, but once he starts getting back into his "big brother" mode and watching me when I am talking to guys then I will want him gone again. But for now I am happy that he's back. Im going to go see what everyone else is up to.

So, Christmas is over now. I went over to Elizabeth, and Jessica's house for christmas, I had a good time too. Everyone is now freaking out about College and all that good stuff. If thats what will happen to me when I graduate then I'll pass on it. I found a notebook in the library a while ago. I think it's Cheries notebook, so I asked her about it, and she denyed that it was hers. Whoever owns the notebook has to be the Eyes & Ears writer, I just know it, if their not then why was all those things about other people written down in it!?

I am so happy! Brian came over today, to give me my present, he got me a necklace with a madallian of a cd, and something so I can get 100 free cd's! He is the sweetest! He also liked what I got for him. He also kissed me...kind of, it was on the cheek, but still! Okay I have to go and tell someone, anyone about this!